i need youuuuuuuuuuuuu. whoever you. please please please :(

AUGUST 7th 2012, that was the last post i published. well, it's been two years ago. So many things i want to share, but maybe next time. for now, let me say hello to my old blog :)

feb 2014

TODAY'S PIC

expectations

high school ♥ 

say cheese, buddiesss :)

this is my old pooh :"

my sissy's

trying to save money B)

guess who?

I just ♥ this best uniform ever xoxo

me again ;)

totally not my day

TOTALLY NOT MY DAY
Jadi berawal dari sebuah sms dari temen yang bilang "nilai mekanika teknik keluar" and yeaaaah langsunglah buka laptop >www.akademika.ugm.ac.id< entahlah saya nggak bisa mendeskripsikan bagaimana wajah saya setelah itu. tapi yang pasti saya mau bilang "how could my lecture do that to us"
 mungkin dari itu udah cukup menjelaskan apa isi dari web yang barusan saya buka. Tapi saya tetap berusaha untuk bisa ngenganti nilai itu, saya berdoa dan buka web tadi berulang-ulang kali aja itu salah masukkin nilai, hmmm tetep aja sih nilainya nggak mau berubah. ikhlas? insyaAllah. yang penting yang saya tau Tuhan tidak akan memberikan cobaan melebihi kemampuan hamba-Nya. jadi ya mau gimana lagi, life must go on and i've already had a plan with my friends on that day. ambil hikmahnya aja sih.
Dan dengan pikiran nggak tenang, saya melanjutkan hidup saya hari itu, nonton the dark knight, yang emang udah pesen tiketnya dari kemaren jadi ya nggak bakal bisa dibatalin gitu aja. lumayanlah buat ngehibur diri sendiri.

kebalik? biarin. nggak niat foto? emang

Tapi tiba-tiba penyakit pas lagi nonton film menyerang. "eh, tadi kunci motor aku dimana ya?" -serius ini ganggu banget- . Awalnya sih "ah paling di tas kayak biasanya" -oke, saya cari- Tapi serius ini nggak ada -maaf ya buat mas-mas sebelah saya yang udah terganggu dengan kepanikan saya mencari kunci di tas-. Terpaksalah saya keluar ditengah-tengah film yang lagi seru-serunya. Ikhlas? InsyaAllah.

"udah aku cari bro, tapi nggak ada, ngga papa sih yang penting motornya masih disitu". Dan solusi terakhir "ah paling di simpen pak satpamnya". and yeaaaah that's true.

Oke saya melanjutkan hiburan saya yang kedua ART JOG 2012, masih dengan pikiran nggak tenang. Oh ya barusan juga ada yang sms "nilai sejarah keluar" hmmm semacam parno dengan ringtone sms hp saya sendiri.

NICE ART :)

kemudian saya melanjutkan hidup hari itu lagi, kali ini bukan untuk hiburan, tapi untuk kewajiban, ngambil orderan tas yang tempatnya semacam menyebrangi lautan di malam hari dari rumah saya. dan yang bikin saya kesel adalah udah jauh-jauh kesana eh orderannya belum ready, what the.... tapi teteeeeep ikhlas kok ;)

yeaah that was my journey today. intinya "ambil hikmahnya"

just woke up

tadinya sih niatnya, habis bangun langsung ngerjain tugas. eh malah kegoda pas liat 'si ganteng' ada disebelah aku, jadi deh iseng-iseng make 'si ganteng' buat foto :3 'si ganteng' emang the best deh haha. sekalian iseng nyoba ngedit nih broooo hahaha

one

two 

three

four

masa lalu

masa lalu itu..... buat aku seperti koleksi pribadi yang orang lain nggak bisa tau dan mungkin nggak mau tau.

Kenapa? Coba aja deh ceritain masa lalu itu di lingkungan baru, pasti mereka nggak bakal ngerti dan nggak bakal tertarik, mau cerita ke lingkungan yang lama, "hello.... Itu cerita udah basi, dan udah kamu ceritain berulang kali" mungkin itu kalimat yang ada di dalam hati mereka-mereka yang ngedenger ceritanya. Jadi masa lalu itu cuma kamu, dia, dan Tuhan yang tau hahaha

Buat aku masa lalu itu sangat sangat berharga, seandainya nih, kalo aku bisa foto satu persatu setiap moment yang ada dimasa lalu, u
dah aku jadiin album yang paling indah sedunia dan aku bakal simpen dan ngebuka setiap kali aku kangen :')

Kadang pengen sih, balik lagi ke masa itu, tapi cuma bagian-bagian tertentu buat memperbaiki beberapa bagian yang bikin aku nyesel sekarang. Emang ya, kalo ngomongin masa lalu itu, pasti ada sedikit penyesalan. Nggak cuma itu juga sih, kadang kalo kita inget dan terpaku sama masa lalu, itulah yang bikin ngehambat kita buat "move on"

yeaaah, that's all
- sebuah album masa lalu-

new year's eve last year

This is the first time for her to celebrate new year's eve with her friends. She can't wait for that day

And finally the day's came, her friend picked her up and then went to their beloved high school. On the way, they shared their story each other although they weren't close. Until they came to the place, she was surprised for seeing that there wasn't any friends of her, I mean the girl. So many boys there, but she felt guilty to her friend if she canceled to celebrate it.

Fire work, trumpet and also people drunk were completed the event. She was happy with the party but very scared of people drunk, she wanted to come home right after saw them.

suddenly, someone came to her, he is her friend. He asked for driving her home without thinking of her friend, he said for her save, he would take her home. she was confused, she really wanted to come home with him, a boy that she liked, but the other side, she was came to this place because of her friend, so she must came home with her too.

Then she decided to come home with both of her friend to appreciate him and also her. And it made her friend judge her that she wasn't good to him, she'd rather choose her friend than having date with him. He taught that she didn't like him.

She was regret for not knowing that he also loved her. What she knew was just he didn't have any feeling to her he just wanted to take her home, and also because he has never show how he care with her

did she feel regret? yes she did, she felt regret at all, but she couldn't go back and start over

i am 18th

Hello, I am getting older now :')
I've lived for 18 years in this world, thankyouu my mom and my dad for teaching me how life is and for everything you gave,  thankyouu my best friends for being my angel who always be there for me :')

T H A N K Y O U

Also big thanks to my new friend in my college and my shs best friends for surprising me, well done, girlsss! xoxo

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T H A N K S :)